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Bball iT / Bball.iT is fucked.

« on: May 29, 2013, 01:46:28 PM »

So, with this new map that is on Bball.iT... There is a major issue.

RED CANNOT SCORE IN 1V1

I have tested it on all 1v1 arenas, and scoring for red is a negative.

Sinco told me that it works in 2v2, however, I have not tested it yet. I would love to see this map fixed as it is a great map and the MGE mod works great on it.

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Bball iT / Re: I was banned.

« on: March 19, 2013, 09:31:27 PM »

Faggot gets banned from Bball. What did you do? Did you remove the goal again? Did you piss on someone? Did you try to go sniper again?

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Whatever / Re: Spill Thread?

« on: January 06, 2013, 09:27:26 AM »

I have a lot of friends who have some form of depression. I'm interested in people and why they feel like they do, so I'm usually the listening ear, or the shoulder they want. The part that bugs me to oblivion is that I feel that I can't help them out. I don't know what to say half of the time, but I wish I could say something so much. Love is a tough subject to come by these days.

This. Exactly this.

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Whatever / Re: Spill Thread?

« on: January 02, 2013, 02:13:12 AM »

                                            cheese

                                           crackers

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Whatever / Re: Spill Thread?

« on: January 02, 2013, 01:30:24 AM »

Gotta have opposites in life. Gotta have a little sadness once in a while so you know when the good times come.  I'm waiting on the good times now.

Isn't this a quote from a painter?

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Whatever / Re: Spill Thread?

« on: December 31, 2012, 12:17:30 PM »

well, i guess in that case, realize this girl is different, and being best friends with her isn't gonna work out (for your side at least, seeing as you're crying and hurtin yourself about it)

can still try though, i mean, you gotta do what you gotta do, but it doesn't sound pretty

I know she is different. Dating her was different, and the funny thing is I actually felt something with her. It wasn't that fake love that most people have. I actually felt something. So, it really hurts when she did this to me and broke my heart all over again. The funnier thing is, I still love her.

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Whatever / Re: Spill Thread?

« on: December 31, 2012, 07:44:53 AM »

so... any idea as to why she is such a "bitch" then?

or just the normal exgirlfriend rage/nonsense? (in which case, just stay away seems to be a plausible way of getting out of the shit?

also, might wanna find a less.... burning/painfull way to express (or cope with) your incapabilities?

like... hell.. pick up a martial art, if you want pain... at least then you can have it in a constructive manner...

All of my other exs were just somewhat nice and just said it was over, and I am still best friends with some of them. :s

At this time I would like to remind any and all persons that cutting and or burning of flesh is 100% clinically proven to cause bleeding of the flesh and painful lesions on the skin. There is a general consensus among medical personnel that these acts are, in fact, unhealthy, and should be discontinued as soon as possible by all parties committing these acts.

Meh.

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Whatever / Re: Spill Thread?

« on: December 31, 2012, 02:18:48 AM »

tell that to rooskie

Already replied '-'b

Since there really isn't a post about anything... I guess I can post an issue.

So, I have been crying for like the past 2 hours, my now ex is just being a complete bitch to me and being harsh and breaking my heart more. I have been cutting and burning my arms. All I can do is just realize how much of a failure I actually am.

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Whatever / Re: Spill Thread?

« on: December 30, 2012, 09:00:34 PM »

Constructive reply goes here.

Unintelligent response on how you're an idiot goes here.

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Whatever / Re: Spill Thread?

« on: December 30, 2012, 07:24:02 AM »

cmon guys

seriously?

there are counselors at your schools and universities.  go talk to them. everyone has issues coping with day to day life sometimes.

Yami is completely right. It is just kinda something to just get if off your chest. I don't know if it is just me or not, but getting something off my chest and having someone to relate to helps me a lot. Helps me understand them as a person and as a friend. I have been to a psychologist and a school counselor and neither did shit. Didn't help at all, all they did was tell me basically "It will be okay."

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Whatever / Re: Spill Thread?

« on: December 29, 2012, 04:22:10 AM »

I don't even know what you mean by self-doubt. .-. Could you explain further?

You give off a Dr. Phil vibe.  You have unwavered confidence in your answer while only providing broad general 'no shit' advice. You never seem to consider multiple angles, or give any reasoning in your advice in a situation and say 'do this'.

Probably what he means.

I'm just trying to say stuff that would usually make me better and what made me a better person. And about the confidence, I have terrible self confidence, so go figure. :s

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Whatever / Re: Spill Thread?

« on: December 28, 2012, 07:07:56 PM »

Have you ever been wrong Rooskie?

What do you mean?

Ignore that, I was pretty drunk when I wrote it  . What I was getting at though is that, from that post, you don't seem to have any self-doubt and I was wondering whether that was true or not.

I don't even know what you mean by self-doubt. .-. Could you explain further?

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Whatever / Re: Spill Thread?

« on: December 27, 2012, 12:59:34 AM »

Have you ever been wrong Rooskie?

What do you mean?

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Whatever / Re: Spill Thread?

« on: December 26, 2012, 08:08:07 PM »

Well, since Yami said something about a girl, I will do the same.

Just recently, my girlfriend broke up with me. By recently, I mean barely 30 minutes ago.

Here is our story:

She made me happy, she made me feel like I was the greatest person there ever was. She loved me with all her heart, she would drop everything just to talk to me. She actually loved me, not that fake love that every middle schooler/high schooler has for a person. It was a matured emotion. She constantly was talking to me, she never stopped. She would fall asleep talking to me, and that is something special to me. I have never done anything with another girl like this. We would talk a ton at school, kinda cuddle at lunch when we were both done eating, and we would tell one another bye by giving a kiss on the cheek. I never had my first kiss, and she hasn't neither. I was planning on doing it at the school dance we were going to about 2 weeks after break. My life felt complete with her and I actually loved her back. We would always be the couple that everyone says "GET A ROOM" to. We constantly would be loving each other and expressing it physically. We were all happy and merry, but then Xmas break came along. It was the most depressing thing ever. I reminded her of her ex, her Mr. Perfect. She started thinking about him and she started falling in love with him again, and what really killed me was her saying that to me. Then also at the beginning of Xmas break, a girl committed suicide over me because she loved me and she couldn't have me at that time, and then some other reasons she told her parents, but I know those were fake. She was my closest friend, from the age of 4. I got depressed over that, but I didn't want to tell my girlfriend. So, I tried to act happy with her. And then she realized I wasn't good enough and that I am full of imperfections. Then, we got into an argument, and 2 days later, she broke up with me. I was then told by her that she knew what I was doing to myself and that I have new burn marks. Yes, I hurt myself by using a lighter. I love fire, fire loves me.

I was going to post more about this, but I forgot it after crying my eyes out again.

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Whatever / Re: Spill Thread?

« on: December 26, 2012, 01:23:47 AM »

This kinda turned into a nutrition thread. .-.